
"We thank thee, O God, for a Prophet, to guide us in these latter days."
I can't believe that President Hinckley is really gone. Quite honestly, I was shocked to hear the news. We were at a 6 Stake missionary fireside, and the mission president delivered the news. There were gasps in the congregation and then everyone burst into tears. The mission president kept his composure, and suggested we end the meeting with singing, "We Thank Thee, O God, for a Prophet." And he added, "Sing it with joy!" I'm glad we were all together in a meeting like that. The spirit was strong and comforting. I am happy for President Hinckley. He is with God, with our Savior, with his sweetheart; he's able to embrace those loved ones who have gone before him. On the other hand, I am sad for us who are left here without him. We all knew that his death was coming. He was 97 1/2 years old! The last couple of General Conferences he looked more and more frail each time. And then he'd always say something like, "I'm in the sunset of my life. I hope to see you again in 6 months." Or, "My life is totally in the hands of God now." That always made me think that he knew he was getting close to leaving this life. I can't imagine life without President Hinckley. I was talking with my MIL earlier and we both agreed: even though we didn't personally know him, we felt like he was our best friend. I remember seeing President Hinckley for the first time up at Ricks, now, BYU-Idaho. He came up to inagurate Elder Bednar to be the president of Ricks. It was the first time I had ever seen a prophet in real life. He walked in the room, and we were all standing, anticipating his arrival. When he walked in, I felt it in my heart. The spirit confirmed to me that he was, indeed, a prophet of God.

I had always believed this, but to feel it so strongly when in his presence was an exprience that strengthened my testimony of a living prophet on the earth. I loved his sweetness, his bluntness and his humor. I loved that he was so great with the media. I loved the way he would clear this throat when he got emotional. I will always have a special place in my heart for President Gordon B. Hinckley. I feel blessed to have been able to live in the time he served as God's prophet.


